A New Start?

30 th December 2011


I found out this morning that I'm pregnant again!! I can't quite believe it.  I know that the next few months are going to be so long and hard but I feel that it's a step in the right direction.  We want to keep it quiet until we know that everything is ok.  I desperately hope that at the end of this I have a baby to bring home.....
I still miss Emilie so desperately but think that being pregnant again eases the grief in some way.  I just can't bear the thought of miscarrying.  I need to trust and cling onto God's promises - he has a plan to bring me HOPE and a FUTURE and a baby will bring us hope.  Bring on the scan...